Friday, March 18, 2011

TIDAK !!







urghh ~
result da smpai uma .
agk nervous  gk nk tngok ..
ish , cmne nih ..
nk tngok x , nk tngok x ??
urmm ,, x paya ar .
haish , mne bleh ,,
kne tngok gk ..
hmm ,, nk tngok ke ?
prlu ke ??
ish .. sah2 ar kn kne tngok ..
err .. tp tkot ar .
alaaa .. bknnye ad hntu pn .
ouh yeke ?
nk tngok skng ke ?
alaa .. x bleh ke klo x tngok ?
plissssss ~ ~
bleh la , bleh la ..
hmm .. yelaa yelaa ..


                                
eh eh ,, cop !!
kne tngok ke ..?
yelaaaa ..
redha je ea ?



*tgh bkk ..
huarghhhh !
akhirnya ,,, trcapai gk hajat .
ah , pdulik ap aq no. kdudukn tu sume .
aslkn  OK .. hehe :)
alamk ....
science nih ptong line la .
75% ..
ok ke ??
ah lntkla .
aslkn result tuh da bkk , ckop slamt la ..

ha! lg satu ..
dgar cite result spm rabu ni ..
btolke2 ??
hehe , x saba nk tngok result along .
kte tngok ea spe klh spe mng ..
jeng3 !!!

cite psl result spm nih .
nk ckp somethng kt akk2 f5 last yr ..



hehe ,, nih je yg mmpu farhah ckp ..
so nnt nk amek , be COOL first ea ?
hehe .. tp x sure la ble result kuar huh ..
btw , 
G O O D  L U C K   d a r l s ..
*best wishes ..
 ok .. bubbye !!



















knp la aq mls nk blogging skang .?


aku da mls ar nk blogging....ntah ar knpe da mls...haishh....maybe da x de idea kot..sbb 2 aku mls nk wat....homework da blambak gell....aku kene redha....

hw tht i never did .. * sigh *



i totally agree kitty
kenape cikgu sume ingat homework yg cikgu laen bagi sket?
i wish i could use this
cikgu! kite kene selamatkan kertas cikgu 
sebab HW = PAPER so?
for the planet!

trees really are hurting becoz of HW!
but if we use these reasons
 teachers will give us homeworks using
 p.points and microsoft excel and etc,,
maybe we could use..
hehe smart kid  >.^ winks to YOU
oh 23 ekor kucingku~
student: umm.. tech? my cat ate my hw
tech: oh.. thats a new one why did your cat eat it?
student: becoz i don't have a dog
or maybe i should just DO MY HW
JENG JENG JENG *SCREAM
teacher i think homework just damaged my brain FOREVER
or maybe i will just
heyh don't misunderstand i'm doing my hw in my BLOG
or maybe just
i am dreamin up the answers to this equation

so yeah

i guess either one is bound to happen haha :)


Let's ruin everything :)

I've been listening to Sam Tsui since I first heard his Just A Dream cover with Christina Grimmie. It's fun to see how their music works along with his mellifluous voice. I wonder if I could just have his voice, I'll sing every single second in my life. Haha. Facebook today is super duper slowww-.- so, I had my boring day with sitting on couch watching tv all day long, check out some cool videos on youtube, texting and playing some applications on the ipad. Heh, what a boring holiday-___-

dedicate to aristocrats 1014 (:

guys ! ddc8 ths pic :)
sori dpt 1 je , tu la nk hrpkn aq je !
*ceh , x psl2 nk emo
urm , xde intresting pics la , so aq amek la ni ,,
okie ?
btw , * aq x fhm meaning pic ni. hehe :)

:(

xde mood nk update blog ,,
sori ~

Monday, March 14, 2011

don't

Please don't tell me
why i use in
english language ,
because i don't know WHY ..

Can You Feel This Magic In the Air ?? huh ??

Well Hello,

As you all know , yesterday was my violin exam . So , I got to the hotel with a full of anxious feelings . Haha . Since I came early , I took my time to practise all the exam song , scales , the arpeggios , chromatic scales and the dominant seventh . Well , my turn was after Hanna. She was as happy as a lark when she out from the examiner's room , ummm seems like she doesn't make mistake in the exam and when I saw her big smile , I try to pick up my courage to relax when it is my turn. Then , after a minute , the examiner's assistant called me . I was like , OMG , OMG , macam mana ni ?! Haha . When I first stepped in the room , I said GOOD MORNING, SIR as the examiner was an english man . You know , his face reminded me to , uh , Colonel Sanders , the KFC founder . Yes , with his white hair and big body but I dont know why he kept smiling until the end of the exam . HAHAHA , I want to laugh when I saw that , but I kept control it as it is my time to exam . Well , I did the exam successfully , eventhough , I made many mistakes . But , for me , I have did my best lah tu.

ass-hedge-i-tee


The Girl Who Believes In Fairytales

Well Hello,

Girls these days. I mean okay, I may not be the most innocent girl on earth. Hey Ive had my fair share of stuff I did that I wish didnt do but come on man, smoking ciggarettes, drinking, smoking weed and shit?
Im not saying I hate girls that do all that crap, I was like that before. Im no hypocrite, I just hate girls that go public about it. Like reblogging a photo on their tumblr saying LETS SMOKE SOME MARIJUANA or write something like "Youve gotta love weed" on your facebook status.

Or uploading..uh I dont know, a photo of you dancing with a bunch of guys around you at some club wearing a mini skirt that barely covers your ass and a top that makes your boobs go HELLO, COME RIGHT IN! I mean its frustrating, really, seeing all that shit on my news feed. Most of the time, I would just hide it, but then again, it is your life. Not mine. But god, have mercy on my eyes man. They tend to wander, you know.

Guess what else I hate? Wrong. Hypocrites. We live in a hypocrisy world. Sure thats that. I just hate hypocrites, the type thats freaking religious infront of your parents, with the whole "I wear a tudung infront of you ma and pa but Im gonna take it off the second I step out of that gate". I mean, fine, it wasnt your choice to wear it but at least have the decency to confront them about whats on your mind.

Its screwed up, really. I mean youre not allowed to go out that much, so you spend 98% of your time onlining, going through pictures on facebook. Refreshing the link, every freaking minute before throwing a nasty insult like "eeii slut" "oh does that make you look cool?" and crap.

Earth to loser, its not their fault your life is lamer than a ten year old's, its not their fault your communicating skills are only good online, its not their fault you are like socially retarded or something. Just because you werent given that much freedom, doesnt give you the right to just judge. You dont know what happens out there.

Trust me, the second you get your 10 minutes of freedom, youll go all out. One second youre Virgin Mary, the next youre Paris Hilton giving every guy a free blowjob. This is not the first time Ive seen it.

Okay , i'm blank

Well Hello,

Im trying to reduce the amount of vulgar words I use in my daily life, so instead of typing that four letter word we all love to hear, Ill just say eff. Play along, shall we? I feel so effed up right now. God, school was, terrible. Apart from the fun I had with my friends, today was one of the worst days of my life. Nothing epic happened, if thats what youre thinking of, its something thats got to do with my emotions.


Sigh*


Have you ever felt so much pain, pressure, anger, hurt in your body that to one point, you thought you become numb? But youre not. God, this "I know Im strong so Im just gonna keep it all to myself and not let it get to me" thing, SUCKS.


Have you ever felt neglected? Or that everything is never going to be okay, ever again? Have you been in a situation where youre so stressed out that you can hear your heart pounding against your chest, in your ears, in your mind, as if the bloody organ might fall off any second now? Or your mind is doing all the talk but in real life, all you do, is stare at nothing in particular, until youre shaken by a tear drop, that was from you? Not realising youre crying? Not realising how much pain youve bottled up? Have you ever feel like slapping one's face when he or she tries to judge the life youre living in when the person clearly doesnt know whats going on? Then you realise how much anger youve been wanting to release, the person you want to realease at, but never a get a chance to?


I wish I could just walk at the streets and meet a stranger, anyone, anyone at all and just say everything that Ive been wanting to say. I just wish I had a shrink. I dont give a shit. I just wish I could write a whole story about my life and just let anyone read it. I just wish someone knows what this feels like. This effed up pain, that doesnt seem to decrease as days go by.


Damn, if only you knew how much all of this shit affects me, mum. Im doing all of this, for you. If you werent here, god knows where I would be at this time of the day. God knows if I would still be alive. It hurts so freaking bad. I just wish I could tell you how I really feel instead of acting the total opposite.


GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WHAT DO I DO?

looking outta the window

  Well Hello,

Salut! Je m'appelle Nur Farhah Izreen. Je suis malasienne. J'habite en Johor Bahru, et Je suis une etudiante. Hello! My name isNur Farhah Izreen. Im a malaysian. I live in Johor Bahru and Im a female student. Haha I know you didnt read my blog to read a bunch of french words. Just letting you guys know that after attending classes of learning basic French at my school, I have to admit that its a difficult language and takes time to get used to.
Life has been going on okay, I guess. No dramas, for now haha. Im not sure whens the next exam since some of my friends said that my school has only three exams a year which is unusual as other schools have four. But oh well. I have to start giving more attention to my science subjects instead of math. Just so you know, I hate Science and yes I have a relevant answer to your question.

Easy, so that I have more career options. If I study hard enough and score straight A's, then my future will be, as I know it, well-planned. Instead of pursuing a career because its the only choice you have, I have a few to choose from. I wont make my pmr results an excuse of stopping me from going for what I want, there will always be doubters. Let them be. I hope I dont sound presumptous, I just have to believe in what I want. If I dont believe in myself, then who will?

I took a picture of a girl i once know

Well Hello,

Some girls are just unbelievably idiotic, brainless, I tell you. I guess the only relevant reason why theyre proud to be a girl is that they get fucked every other day, besides that, they probably think theyre a bunch of guys prancing around in skimpy outfits and babbling crap out loud, speaking like, of course, a freaking man. "BEST LAH BROOO" "WoAHHH BEST DERR" Oh my god, can you guys get any more disgusting?


You thought thats the worst publicity stunt they can pull off, you go home from school, log on to your facebook and there you see, some chick bragging on status about how much they love ciggarettes. Hey Im not a sexist, personally I think if you wanna smoke, drink, do drugs, its your life, theres just this thing called umm "dignity". I dont know if you have ever heard of it, but yeah, Ill assume you just lost yours.


So youre like, wow, this bitch is really the coolest among the coolest. The next thing you know, she talks about how much she cant wait to drink and party at clubs. -.- Baby darling, youre underage for gods sake. So the only possible way of you getting into a club is either sneaking your way in or you mistake a pub for a club. No big deal lah k? I feel like saying OK I GET IT, YOURE SO COOL, CHILL THE FUCK OUT. But instead, I deleted people like that from my facebook.


End of story. I am now a happy kid.

loves

I fell tired,
sleepy,
lifeless,
sucks and,
BORED like
HELL atm.

No Regrets, Just Love

Hey,

You know I don't miss my school at all. So, why I should go back there? Yeah, I'm happy in there, but happy doesn't make me like Oh, I love Tun Fatimah. No, I don't want to go back there. I think I should find some place like a quiet and relaxing place such as island, I really wanna go there, I want to rest. I'm tired of dramas at school, I'm sick of it. That shit that happened at school. The noisy class. The classmates. That's make me even more hate it.

you can take my breath away

I just finished watching Chasing Liberty on HBO. It was an amazing romantic's movie. It felt great to just relax,sat on couch and watched movie. It eased my mind for a little while. Funny how movie works, they play a big role in your life, and they comfort you in ways you can never understand.

Tell me it's worth

I was reading through random people's blogs and tumblrs today, I can't seem to push away this annoyed, or maybe jealous feeling of the way this girlseems to be so, deeply inlove with her boyfriend. Not to be shallow, or judgemental, or rude, but the boy is not even that goodlooking. Or educated. But they are in love. And she can't stop stating the way she feels, and what they have, it seems so real, to the point, that exact second, I sort of wished, I was her.

I wish I can feel that part of happiness, I don't know if it exist, because everything that has the word "love" around me dont seem to last very long. Its not about expensive gifts, or things you can offer, its not about the way you dress, its not about where you go, its not about the past, maybe not even the future. Its about knowing that you can make her happy at that moment, right there, right now,making her feel like she's the only girl in the world. Be it if its through the webcam, be it if its through phone, be it if its just a single word. Just make her feel worth it, you know?

Hope you can feel it now


I really really miss you,
could you just be by my side,
everyday, and every seconds of my life?
Because that's will make my life worthwhile.
Yeah that's so right, when I'm with you i feel so safe.
and when we're not together, I think about you all the time.

ILY

My Everything :)(:

She listened to my problems
She listened to my dreams
We talked about love and life
She'd been there, too, it seems

I never once felt judged by her
She knew just how I felt
She seemed to just accept me
And all the problems I'd been dealt

She didn't interrupt me
Or need to have her say
She just listened very patiently
And didn't go away

Yeah, eventhough sometimes we fight
but she still understand everything in me
I hope our friendship will last forever:')

Hello Holidays !!

Hey, welcome back! It's been a while since the last time I updated this blog. Haha. I've been busy with school stuffs and exam. fuhh' I thought I can relax peacefully at home without doing any homework but hell yeah homework always being teacher's favorite stuff for their student so we had to do it no matter what-.- okay till here, bye!

Awesome :D

You

Nobody has it easy, everybody has problems. You don't know what they go through. Nobody is perfect, nobody deserves to be perfect. So before you start judging, criticizing, mocking, remember everybody is fighting for their own war.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Don't be there for me .



this is what you said :

Lyrics to I'll Be There For You :
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


and i say:

dont be there fr me.
it'll hurt you more.just go away.and move on.
please.for me .

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14 March .. 201 aka 143


i am happy today.fullstop :)

Nasihat Saya ..